I'm sorry you feel like a failure for quitting your job, but I'm sure there must have been a good reason. Perhaps I'm wrong, but drinking would only make you feel worse about yourself. I know...I know...Easier said than done. If it's any consolation, I (& perhaps many of us) have been in your shoes before. It's not a comfortable place, but you don't have to lose your sobriety over it. Feel better...