Haven't been on here for a long time-just started with a new P yesterday & am starting Lamictal for rapid cycling & mixed episodes. I've really been struggling for a long time & am finally reaching out to pull myself out of the spiral. It's so hard to stay focused but I'm ready for a positive change. I went off all my meds back in April & that was ok for a while but things have unraveled & my many issues have been dogpiling me. I'm happy to be back on here to both give & receive support & hope I will be starting with a new T in a few weeks & am really looking forward to that. I always seem to flounder when I don't have that outlet. So working hard & looking forward-sending big hugs to all who are struggling