Thread: What am I?
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Old Jan 12, 2017, 06:14 PM
magneto magneto is offline
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I have recently given some thought about where I fit in. I don't have a need to fit in anywhere really, I am simply curious of where others would place me.

I don't share most of societies accepted morals.
I don't steal, but it's because I don't want to deal with the consequences of getting caught.

I don't inflict physical or mental pain on others, but it's because I don't have any reason to. They haven't done anything to me so I won't do anything to them.

I don't kill people, but again I have never had a reason too do so. And when I think about it, the only really negative side to it I can think of are the consequences of getting caught.

I have don't really care about other peoples problems. Unless they affect me. If it's a friend I will act like I care and help them if I can, but it's because I don't want to loose their friendship.

On the other hand I do have some things I care about. I love my pets more than anything. In fact animals are the only ones that gets me to truly feel empathy. And my father. I love my father fiercely. I dread the day that he dies.

I abandoned my mother with MS when she let me because she caused me nothing but pain and it had gotten to the point that I resented her for it. I do sometimes feel bad about it, but I would never go back.

My friends love me and consider me a great friend. And despite that I mostly fake empathy with them, I do like them all and I truly love one of them.

I have emotions, dulled as they are. I tear up when watching sad movies. I laugh when I see something funny. I seldom get angry and when I do it is never anything more than irritation, I have never felt rage. I have been infatuated with people, and I take rejection hard, but I have never felt romantic love. I am an atheist and identify myself as an existentialist.

I sleep soundly every night. I do not feel bad about the person I am. I am happy.

Am I a bad person? If you think I am, why? Your answer won't change me as I don't want/need to change. I am simply curious
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