It is always darkest before Dawn, you need to push on , there are many people who are experiencing what you are , and have been for a good many years , don't give up on yourself , especially when it feels like everyone else has already , only you can change you and you have to be around to do it , you have to be your own best friend and your best advocate , please use the frustration as motivation to keep going, life can get better being so young it's hard to beleive ,but it truly can , and if the people around you expect you to be magicaly all better, they obviously don't know what they are talking about and probably have not been thru this themselves, so they don't understand it. You need to at least keep fighting till your an adult , much of being a teen is stress that goes away when you get older.