I did something very stupid a few days ago, I tried POF again. I went on to check my mail and got my first message. It was from some woman and said, "You are the most hideous looking man I've ever seen. You men that call yourself veterans and soldiers should really call yourself paid killers."

This is the second time that something like this has happened in my two attempts at POF. I guess looks matter most of all to a lot of people. I know things people say shouldn't get to you, but I have been hearing things like that my whole life. It started with my abusive sperm donor (ugh father), went through grade school and high school and now continues to my adult life. I can't help but wonder what is wrong with me.