Today was so awful. It started out great, I checked in with my boss and she was sincere when she said my rooms looked really good and my stayovers were great. I tried really hard to do my very best. Then 3 o'clock came around and I still had five checkouts when everyone else was wrapping up. I had a nervous breakdown and started crying. My coworker I trust told me not to stress out because 20 rooms is a lot of work for anyone. Everyone else went home when they were done and I spent the last hour and a half by myself until a coworker from front desk came up to help me. I feel so awful. No matter how hard I try I still manage to screw up and disappoint people, and I really tried my hardest but it still wasn't good enough. I'm freaking out about all the worst case scenarios running through my head.

The only possible bright side is that my coworker and I came up with an agreement to work together on our rooms as a team. Mind you, he can be a bit flaky and usually comes in an hour late, but I hope he does not change his mind about things because I like him as a coworker and we get along great, I think having the diversion of someone to talk to while I work plus getting rooms done quicker by working together would really help me at this point. I'm at my wits end and I feel like I'm running out of options and time is running out for me. :_(