I have to switch meds due to cost and side effects and I'm worried. I've been stable for almost a year on this combo and I haven't had a manic episode in two and a half years thanks to invega and now I have to go off of it. I'm so mad at my insurance company for refusing to cover it. I'm worried I'll destabilize. My pdoc says we try it and if I destabilize I can try the invega pills (which my insurance might cover but I'm not sure) but I'm just so worried. I absolutely CANNOT go back to the hospital. It will severely emotionally damage my son. And I can't **** up at this job. So yeah, I'm worried.