"I-Uh.. I just feel.. Lost, I guess. I don't know, it's just this.. feeling I have, that I'm alone, how the only one who cared.. left me here."

I stumbled on this story and this is a quote from it. I've always had issues with feeling alone in a room full of people. Ever since something that happened three years ago, I've never stopped feeling this way. Only time it eases up is when I'm with my fiance, even then I'm still wondering when he'll get his wits about him and leave me too. Everyone leaves.