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It's not really part of BP if you do it when you're not depressed. Then it's part of an anxiety disorder, BPD or psychosis. BPD or (not borderline/mild) psychosis if you very strongly believe it. It generally is about people/institutions that will cause the catastrophy.
If you are unsure whether a catastrophy will happen and it causes enough anxiety that you have problems functioning, it's an anxiety disorder.
If you know it's an exaggeration, it's not due to depression or being psychotic, borderline or otherwise, if you fear a catastrophy while you think at the same time it probably won't happen.
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