urgh, i dunno why i go over to my cousins house... after all he's one of the peoples that did the SA.... for some reason i treat him like a friend, or brother... blah

the memories are all blurry now... i still can remember playing that weird dice game though... and taking pills

flashbacks.... i hate flashbacks... they disgust me... yuck...
its like reliving it over again...
and can you believe that his mom came over here like a couple months ago or something and kissed me too?
whats wrong with them people!