ahhhhhhhhhhhh... my mom...

she was a person of severe uncontrollable anxiety...

she had so many true phobias.. I couldn't count..

she had meltdowns.. every day..

she was the child, I was the parent..

every waking moment for her was full of fear... so she transplanted that fear into me.. but I was too stuborn to allow it to stop me..

she used extreme quielt... to get what she wanted...

if she was born in this day.. in this time.. there would have been help for her..resources to help her.

my mom..