Hey people,

Just wanted to share a little something that's quite a toll on me.
I still have a crush and feelings for a woman with whom I had been in class 7 years ago. About a year ago, after viewing wonderful pictures of her on Facebook, I decided to take to her again, ask how she's doing, and propose to sit for coffee. She said she's sorry that she has a boyfriend so it won't work out. I ended the conversation with good spirit afterwards, though I am occasionally a little haunted by concern for her that she felt bad during that conversation.
Now it's been a year, and my mood is getting better, yet now I'm starting to have dreams where she's in them.

It's so annoying, she was my first crush.
Although ultimately I'd love to get to know her better as a person and maybe be together (that depends on her, too), but a long time has past and we've probably grown afar. While my feelings want to go back, my mind says those feelings need to be eased so I can move on forward.