I've been alone for so long. I've forgotten what it's like to have anyone around.

Make friends? Yeah right. It's damn hard when you have depression. And for the last year+ it's been mostly a solid episode of major depression. Not the off/on/up/down dysthymia, which is bad enough.

Then there's the matter of no longer having a car (thank you epilepsy). Try doing stuff on the bus, oh joy. Half the places that I'd like to get to, I can't to. The bus doesn't go there. Taxi? Costs to much. From downtown to where I live would be almost $20.

Plus, there's not really many places to meet people here. I don't have friends to ask for introductions. Seriously, I have NO friends. I am completely alone here.