I'm there right now.

Thinking that I'm going to be lonely for the rest of my life.

Not getting a match on a dating website after 5 days and thinking that I'm **** and no wonder nobody wants to be with me.

I made a typo in a work document the other day and thought that it was a sign that my ability to work was over and I needed to just quit.

Worst of all is that my thought processes head into suicide all the time. All the damn time. I read and read about it. I think the reading about it is what keeps me alive as I realise it's damn hard to do