Also in our system we have parts that have fractured from other parts for many reasons I think...myself, I, am fractured from another part. I actually remember my first moment of cognizance. I don't think that most others do..not as far as I know of..but I am not part of the original trauma but the result of a near death experience during body's adult age. I know what occurred right before because the part I was once part of remembers the incident. The body was failing and she was struggling to find the strength to survive, then she said she screamed silently for help for strength..to God or whoever..and then everything started to go black and she said she felt her determination leave and could move...see thought it was all over. She said her last thought then was so this is what death is?...and laughed to herself...what she actually felt was me breaking off of her I suppose because I came into being and had strength to react...could see didn't really know what exactly was going on..my first thought was to react quickly with physical force. Then I remember gasping for air and climbing crawling then the world started to come into focus. When reached the top yelled out and a woman came running and then....My part was over for the moment I guess...it's interesting what AmandaLousie said what "splittng" means...because as far as I know me and her are as close to a full split as it comes. I hold the dark abusive protector- she the light of social, affectionate etc..she does a lot idk all for it...but I can't fully explain only from before that incident..I also know things that only she could have known...whatever it's impossible to put into words.
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