a break? lol..can you STP feeling sexual feeliings?...
hehe not sure if that can work..

have you ever talk to a psyhcologist or some1 like that about it
in my opinion you just think too much,,,,,,,and care too mucha bou thoguhts that come and go and may be natural. but it`s rare that you can let go ofit if you are confused and overwhemed like you tell us so....i htink point...if you don`t want to make it bigger, understand that all this "confussion" may be natural and really not have any significant meaning. but if you feel it IS a big probelm og to some1 like professional......

PS
i don`t htink that you shold count how many time you mastubate a day....don`t bother yourself about it if it doesn`t really wate too much time of your day etc...if it is your habbit i don`t think that you should beother about it........

well that`s what i think. try to fogret about labeling yoruself.

you wil have a wife and kids everything will be fine.

try to empty your head...form thoughts form time to time