Oh god, I'm tired. I meant to write that I've been trying to become INDEPENDENT not dependent! Jeez, I look like an idiot. :P

I also want to make something clear, that I don't think I've done in my post, I have ALWAYS wanted to be independent and move out as fast as I possibly could. I do not enjoy being dependent, but it's all I have at the moment.

Way back when I finished college, I graduated with a degree Communications, that you would think would land me high-paying jobs easy, but it has been completely useless - at least where I live. It was also hard at first to find any jobs because literally every single job on every single job board said you had to have at least three years job experience to get a job. I was locked out of getting any employment and it wasn't for lack of trying.

Now, getting a job is a bit easier. (At least getting interviews happens way more often now.) But the important thing I want to say is, I've NEVER had a lack of motivation to be independent. I've always wanted to get out of the family house as fast as I can.

Nor have I ever thought that I can just sit around and I'll magically become independent. I've not been raised thinking that you'll get things without trying.