my problem has always been the whole unfairness of it all

I mean, regardless of how you live your life (even if you end up as the queen or someone famous), it's all suddenly taken away from you- and your life ends anyway, even if you have taken best care of your body, have the best job, the best house, what ever

for people like us who just struggle and can't get what we want out of life for what ever reason (or indeed know what we want from life), it seems doubly hard.