i have plans to finish school, and to go to college asap...
i just have a lot of issues i need to work out first i guess and find the right medication...

next appointmet we talk about my adhd diagnosis and treatment for that so hopefully i will be able to focus more if they give me something for it...
its really difficult to do anything due to focus and attention issues and its really frustrating...

i enjoy working on computers too so thats something i would be looking into for school... and maybe just keep the music as a hobby...

i just really need to get the disability so that i can have good insurance to cover my treatments...


i think i need to quit drinking again... but its going to be so difficult at this point...