Yes there has to be a label , For insurance reasons. If your Pdoc wont give you a straight answer then call your insurance and ask them what your Pdoc is billing under. Lots of pdocs dont want to slam a person with a BP label and that is actually a good thing.

Often they use MMD ( Major Mood Disorder )

As for you current struggle to just keep your head above water? You know the drinking wont help but the appeal of forgetting for a little while is hard to stop.

If your curret T doent seem to be helping. find a new one.

As for your med changes, If too many changes are made to quickly its a rescipe for disaster.

I hope you are able to find a moment of peace and write down these issues and hand whom ever the note and dont leave until you get your answers.

I am very sorry that the world is coming down around you.

Keep posting !