I am sorry Liz. Should we start a count down till you can retire I know it's a couple of years away but everyday we can scratch off is something

Jan I never did say how sorry I am about losing your family member. I know how hard it's been. But you have Belle. So just take it one day at a time and if that doesn't work take it one hour at a time. That's what I do sometimes

Nana's party is today and I was just going over my list of things I need to stop and get and things that I need to bring. This might sound bad but I will be glad when this is over. She does not expect anything which is good. And she deserves this and much more. I spent more time with her then my mom.

My truck is totaled. I know it's just a truck but my kids grow up with that truck and so did there friends. That truck holds a lot of memories and where ever I go in my city or the next people honk when they see my truck and I get a lot of hands out the windows and people wave. Kids that i used to give rides to on rainy days so they did not have to walk in the rain or kids that I picked up when they were sick at school. I was the emergency contact for kids in at least 10 different schools.

My one brother in law who needs the kidney was not going to do diayasis but now he is. My other brother in law well we will take it day by day step by step. I just have to remember that I can't physically and mentally do it all. I just can't anymore