I feel like I must be losing my mind... I'm married, and I have a very good relationship with my husband. But recently I came across someone who has thrown a wrench in all that without even realizing it. This man I hardly know has my mind running in circles around itself. The sad thing is that he doesn't even know me, I'll be meeting him for the first time in a week.

I know the reason for all these feelings that I'm having. This man that I'll be meeting is everything I ever wanted. I know, I haven't met him, yet I can make that claim. It sounds crazy, but somehow I know it's real. I have a knack for reading people, and he is... different. I've never met anyone like me, but he seems to share a lot in common with me as far as personality traits go. I feel like he could be the person I spent so long looking for, but never found.

So I guess my real concern is... do I stay where I feel safe, and with someone who loves me, or do I investigate the possibility of getting to know someone who could be my soul mate? Obviously I don't have anything to really worry about yet... everything is just in my head right now. But if I ever have to make that choice, I don't know what I'll do. I don't feel like I can let this go. I can't explain it, but it's very important to me. I just wish it wasn't tearing me apart like this.