Hello Bpd. I am sorry you are suffering to this degree with pain. Have you spoken to your therapist about this issue. It could be psychological(PTSD) related or anxiety related as well if you are eating and then getting stressed afterward and feeling sick, or feeling anxious before you eat and have stomach problems afterwards due to stress. Stress is a big factorial in eating problems and sometimes the mind uses purgeous persuits or eating problems to signal stress or distress in life. Many people have these symptoms that have PTSD anxiety or even depression, and since you have been really stressed lately your system is probably overloaded with stress and causing Some of the problems at this time. I also agree with the above posters that you should see a gastro Dr to make sure you are okay, and talk to your therapist about what is happening as soon as possible so you can get the help you need before you really stop eating or wind up with an eating disorder. Getting an eating Buddy can help when you are not feeling like eating, and calling a sponsor or friend can help defuse the situation when you are feeling anxious about eating. Journaling may help you at this time as well to help you regain some composure over the difficulties you are having at this time. If you cant find a sponsor or eating Buddy, then you can find someone here that can help you during the rough times, even if you have to eat alone to retrain yourself to eat again while getting support in chat or feeling safe to eat. Take care BPD, I will be chatting again with you soon try to help yourself and get the support you need at this time. You are not alone in this Psych central can help you as well. PM anytime Soidhonia.