I use to be so pretty and skinny. after I had a child and my depression got worse I gained so much wight. I am so sick at myself for even getting close to 300 ibs. I don't have money to go to a gym. I try to walk in the spring and summer but I don't seem to lose much. I do have a problem of eating when I am down or board but I do try to eat healthy. I just look in the mirror and cry this is not the girl I use to be and want to be.