I totally get the difficulty on days off. I work as a school employee now, so I have many more days off than I used to. That being said, some days off are okay, but others are absolutely awful. In my support group last Wednesday we talked about how many of us love to do art but rarely have the motivation. I really want to get more intentional to pushing myself to just start working on something. I would say the same for you, too. Find something that you enjoy. If you have to try fifty different activities, just keep trying. When you find the one thing that you enjoy it is SO worth it. However, do know that there will be days where it's tough to enjoy... I know that is the case for me very often. But keep at it! I know the struggle. I'm not doing well right now, but I do know that once I push myself to get going it will make all the difference in the world.