So I have no idea what section to post this in, but I figured I would start here. I'm a total introvert, and yet... I hate being alone. I can't stand it. I freak out when I'm by myself, especially if I'm in a bad place. I'm worried that I'm going to do something to harm myself. Anyway, I just like having someone home. I'm trying to release my grip on that a bit, but it's so difficult. However, when someone else is home, there are times when I want to be alone, but more often than not I want to be in the same room as someone. It's weird. But I realize that can't happen all the time. So, I'm trying to get more used to being alone. It's just so difficult on SO many levels.