(((((((haunted)))))

It's like listening to me talking, seeing myself in the mirror a few weeks ago, well for a long time really. I am just starting to come out of a really bad bout of depression. Anxiety attacks, dissociation, my hubby and 2 teens didn't understand at first, I just felt guilt all the time.

First of all, drop the guilt about your husband who loves you and will support you through this, then that is one problem off your mind.....give him some info to read up on. It's awful when docs look at the clock, I have a thing about it, my pdoc still does it, but they do have other patients no matter how we look at it and I'm sure they dont do it to upset us (though it does me).
Please know that a few months ago I could see no way out whatsoever, felt suicidal, wanted out, cried all day etc etc.
Sweetie, you may feel these are just words right now, but you can and will overcome this. There are so many wonderful people here and your husband, keep reaching out, we will be here to catch you, so glad you found this site. It saved my life I can tell you.......write what you can, when you can, don't overwhelm yourself, if you work and need time off, then do it, anything that will make you feel better. Take time out to do the things you love even if it's something small. Please know this will pass, keep posting, talk to your husband and a doctor again. MAKE them listen....

Good luck, pm me if ever you need to, I can listen...

love, Jinnyann xxxx