I am sitting in my office crying. My anxiety hit a very high level. I couldn't get out of bed this morning because of the depression, and ended up being 45 minutes late to work. In the last two nights, I have SI'ed around 35 times. I called my husband but he didn't really know what do say. I called T because I just need to hear his voice. So now I'm waiting for him to call back while having a total breakdown in my office. What the hell am I supposed to do if someone knocks on the door? Plus I am supposed to do an intake assessment in a half hour. I am completely losing it. Scared. Waiting for Klonopin to work.