Here is the perfect example of why I believe in living and sleeping with someone before marriage.
Something s you just don't see till they let their guard down.
Just one question, you really believe your God believes you deserve nothing better than this.
Actually question 2, is this what you want your kids to grow up believing is a healthy relationship?

Isn't it possible that your God tried to show you this man's true colours then night before your wedding.

Kinda reminds me of the story of the man stuck on his roof during a great flood. He prays to God for rescue, a sign Something to save him.
A couple of minutes later a man in a row boat passes and asks the guy if he needs help. The guy on the roof shakes his head. " No my God will save me" . The guy in the boat shrugs and goes on his way.
An hour passes the man still praying on the roof when a rescue raft comes by. The crew shout for him to get in, the water is rising and the weather getting worse.

The man on the roof is now calling out to his God,
" I am a good man of faith, I know you will send me a sign and help soon."

By now it's dark and the wAter has risen so the man has nowhere dry to sit or lie down.
Again he asks for God to save him.
A little while later a rescue helicopter passes over, they shout down to the man that he must come now, there are no more rescues thru the night.
Yet again the man refuses, shout ing that his God will save him and he will be ok. The helicopter has no choice but to leave.

Come morning the an awakes to find himself before God, puzzled and slightly angry he asks why is he dead, why did God not send him help when he prayed for it.

God is the one to look puzzled this time.
"But I did answer you prayers,
first I sent the man in the boat. Then I sent the rescue raft and finally I sent you a helicopter,what more did you want."

Maybe the signs you were looking at were not the ones you were meant to see.That's ok, we have a made a wrong step for love.

But please don't teach your sons that this is,how women can be treated. Don't allow your daughters to think that's all she deserves.
Please want more for yourself, and see you deserve it.