The need to impress a random girl sounds totally normal--I have seen male classmates and coworkers do this a lot. The video game addiction and lack of motivation might be a symptom of another serious issue like depression, ADHD or something else that a psychiatrist or therapist could help you with. My son likes League of Legends as well and once told me that more people play this video game than any other game worldwide. I find it interesting that more males seem to get addicted to video games than females. It's only an addiction if it is interferring with important activities or goals in your life. What is hard about being addicted to League of Legends is that it is on the internet and many of us have to use the internet in order to go to school or do our jobs! I hope you can find he strength to go hug your mom or do some school work soon. If you can find a way to do what you know you need to do--you will feel much better about yourself. Ask for help if you can't do this.....