No, I won't be able to support myself. I'm quitting my part time job and im dropping out of my school. I just can't do anything okay? I mean there's no point in finishing high school because I can't even imagine myself going to university and just sitting and listening to someone speak at lectures. I can't sit. and listen. I just can't imagine myself doing that. School is so overwhelming, and I go to a special school for mental illness. My school says im doing much better than everyone else, little do they know I push myself way harder than I want to and then come home feeling like a zombie. I can't show up to my job because im a disaster, and I quit all the activities I used to enjoy. I have dreams of being a child and adolescent psychiatrist, but I can't imagine myself going through the school work. I just can't. I feel like a failure. I feel like part of this may be that my dad has taught me since I was a kid that I have to be absolutely perfect. I can't. And.. im just done.