W2, I'm just so like that with wanting people close. I havent got to the same stage as my last depressive episode though yet thankfully. Last time I was telling my best friend that we were through, that we should break up. I was trying to test her, to see if she would respond to me. Unfortunately she didnt

This time though, i really dont think she cares about me, even though she says she does.

I suppose it is from the depression. I'm already seeing a counsellor, but i really dont want to take meds unless i have no other choice.

thanks for replying.