It should be not considered self harm if I would have only liked the sexual side of it, but it makes me act somewhat submissive/passive during all the other activities.. what I think is that this is more like a masochist feeling than a more acceptable bisexual feeling.. I've always only fell in love with girls, never guys.. anyway the new psychologist I'm seeing since 1 month ago already knows about that 'nofap' thing but in 2 days I will talk about this, I just can't hold it in anymore