Not doing well trying real hard to pull thru..everytime something reminds me of him, I start to breakdown, shake, can't breathe, panic sets in...then I try to contact him..He does not answer..he doesn't care..he walked away like I never existed..destroyed me...I feel like crap everytime I give in..I'm causing myself more pain...which doesn't seem humanly possible right now..but I must have an extremely high threshold because I am somehow still alive?...
Please help me to not call him...I'm really could use any and all support atm..
Thanx for reading

~Scarlett♡☆ (lost)