I'm so scared for myself. I've dropped back down into the "pit" again and just feel terrible. I'm so scared I will never find my way out of the dark hole I'm in. I am so depressed and discouraged and disappointed about life. I try so hard to battle this demon but it seems to be getting the best of me lately and I just don't know want to do. I don't know if I can take it anymore and I am so scared I'll never get myself back again.