Hey,
So I posted yesterday about my worsening depression. I just wanted to make a mental note of something else accompanying this. When my mood is neutral I have been seeing a lot of odd things and hearing snipits of voices. When this happens I get really paranoid and occasionally angry.
A lot of my depression comes from this i suppose. Sometimes it doesnt bother me because it doesn't really have a clear picture or meaning. Other times I feel like it's people doing things behind my back to harm me mentally and make me seem weak.
I used to swear i could hear someone else breathing over the phone when i would speak to my now ex girlfriend.
It makes my heart sink to hear these things.
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