Hello everyone,

I've had this on my mind for a bit lately, so I just wanted to post it here to vent.

Here I am again, like so many days before. I made a mistake today, like yesterday as well. I've let others down again, I've spat on the image that others hold of me. Here I am again, another day repeated. Here I am again, my hopes and emotions fading away. Each day like the last, I don't live in the present, I live in the past. Why would I want to pay attention, to the thoughts and pains that berated me? Why would I try to improve, if the more I work, the less I differ from how I was before. Here I am again, I live in a world of yesterdays, where nothing ever changes. Here I am again, where yet another set of thoughts of self-hatred rattle in my mind. Here I am again.