Long story short, yesterday cops came out because my dad was kicking my leg and screaming at me. The cops were kind of on myside, but they asked me if I had any problems like my dads outburst I said no but did say what I do have. This is where I'm getting angry and literally I have been feeling like punching my hand into something to get my mind off of what was said and just focus on the pain(my hand from me slamming it into something) instead of focusing on what they said. I feel a certain way and I am sure some other people feel the same way so please don't be too harsh. After I told them(cops) what I have when we got back into the house so they could talk to my dad, they completely disrepected my gender identity and using what I was born as what they said which made me very uncomfortable. Which also made me feel angry was they said "You're 17. You're a grown adult you're not a teen/ young adult anymore." I don't know if they meant mentally I am, put I don't think I'm physically grown yet(don't like my height, and I weigh less than average) First off, I thought you were a teen from 13 to 19, second off I thought you were a young adult from 16 to 27. Why am I old? Why am I not considered young anymore? Why would they disrespect my gender idenity? I am trying to listen to music to get my mind off of this but it is not helping. I have ocd and anxiety too so could that be why I keep dwelling on these thoughts when I don't want to, and when I want to forget about them RIGHT NOW? What would you do? How do I forget what was said to me?