So the other day I was walking back to work from Walmart and I almost got hit by a car. I was maybe a foot from being hit. Most people take near death experiences really seriously, but I didn't care. I didn't feel anything at all. I just went on with my day. And now, after a day when everything went wrong, I wish I'd been hit instead. It's probably wrong and I should probably be ashamed but I just can't bring myself to be. I just don't care about anything anymore.