I honestly don’t know what is wrong with me, I wish I did. It took a lot for me to come here and post this, and I hope someone can offer some insight. My problems are multitude and seemingly unrelated, hence my confusion. I do not get along with very many people, for many reasons but mostly because they are boring, unintelligent (comparatively), or selfish. I seemingly always need to be right, mostly for my own self esteem, but also to show people that my disability does not place me below them in society. I am visually impaired, and I feel like a burden to everyone in my life. My parents, sibling, friends, wife, everyone. I cannot drive, getting a regular job is more than difficult, and I struggle with the “Why was I born this way?” question quite a bit. I am incredibly smart, genius level IQ, and always going out of my way to help people that I can, but it is rarely noticed, commented on, or thanked. I also have issues with pornography, and I feel I have an addiction to drinking Coke Zero, wearing women’s clothes, and being right. I want to be happy, I want to get better, but I have no clue what is actually wrong with me. If anyone has any help, advice, support, or anything at all. I am here to listen. Thank you for reading.