Those of you in chat know that last night wasn't a good night for me. Well any way I was in my nightly conversation with Rex and he asked if he could ask me a question. I was like well I guess so we talk about everything so why not. He said what made you the way you are? I said you mean why am I mentally ill? He said yes. So we had a good conversation about my childhood and all that went on in it and how some of the things he says to me hurts me and that I don't have the guts to say it because I don't want to make him go away. I think it was a good thing and I'm pretty jazzed about how the whole thing went. I think our friendship went a level deeper because of the conversation. I am hoping that now I can depend on him a bit more when I need help.

Jbug