It's the dilemma that's always with us. Is it better to end life and no longer suffer the misery or is it better to plough on, with the hope that life will improve in some way. I have never really felt suicidal so for me its that I must continue with the struggle with the hope that one day I will rid myself of the feelings. I don't wish my depressive, negative, anxiety laced sensations upon any of my fellow psyche central compadres but it's good that others here share their own experiences and that we're not alone in our struggles.