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Old Jan 16, 2017, 06:41 PM
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Originally Posted by Open Eyes View Post
I understand, I keep the klonopin on hand too, I don't like to take drugs either.

I am sorry, emotional pain is a lot more difficult when struggling with PTSD that includes a lot of emotional pain in it. I think a big part of your challenge is also complicated grief disorder so this kind of challenge is especially difficult.
I got the call this afternoon that she passed away, been vomiting and upset stomach since. Not sure why these deaths trigger a feeling with me of that I should have done more or could I have saved them Dad, my cat, my aunt. I'm chilled to the bone as well as being sick, then there's the crying . Looks like at some point a person would learn how not to cry or run out of tears.
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