I am absolutely positive hes narcisstic. I read something a long time ago early in our relationship narcissism and it reminded me a lot of him. Although because he was really nice at that point, I shrugged it off.
Now it all makes sense, hes exactly like every narcissistic sign and explanation I have read. Even when he is being nice to me, he has absolutely no empathy or compassion for strangers and the comments he makes are disgusting.

Hes leaving for work finally, on the 1st. He will be away for a month at a time. I'm pretty sure I'm going to pack me and my children up and run away... it sounds dramatic but I don't know what else to do at this point.

I just wish the confusion would go away too. I always wonder if I'm overreacting and if this is all in my head.