Just (passing by),
I'm sorry for the turbulence of your feelings right now. Yes, I do believe God intervened. Even when we have issues in our close relationships, we can still love the other person. Their behavior may have caused us pain, but we still love them.
You probably already know that depression is doubly dangerous b/c it tells us lies. Don't believe the lies. As long as you are alive, there is hope that things will get better, and you will feel the sunshine on your face again!
Feel free to PM me.
Hugs,
EJ