This is a difficult situation I am currently in with my boyfriend. I absolutely adore him, he is so important to me and means the world to me. I just am constantly worried he doesn't love me.

I think this stems from my ex, who admitted he lied to me about loving me and that he was only with me to get over his ex, who he loved the the whole time he was with me. I also found tinder on his phone and he was actively messaging girls on there.

My current boyfriend of 2 years is amazing. He is very loving and supportive of my mental illness, he cares about me a great deal and his actions show that he does. So I don't know why I am always having thoughts that he's lying. It makes me feel so sad. I also keep being paranoid that he's cheating on me, because I don't feel like I'm good enough. I feel paranoid of some new female friends in his life, and then feel so guilty for even thinking that he'd cheat.

I don't really know how to resolve this issue. I am desperate to help myself get over this problem