The last two days have been pretty good for me. Today I was pretty busy. I spent time with a couple of my friends. I spent the early day with my old man friend. It was OK at times, but I don't feel as good being with him as before. There are times I'm getting a feeling that we may be drifting apart. He might not be very well and perhaps that's why his mood isn't as good. Lots of times I've had problems with him being critical.

Later on I spent some time with my other friend, who is closer to my age. I felt better being with him. I feel like he's on my side a lot more than my old man friend is.

Back to work tomorrow. I'm not dreading it, though. But I feel like I'm dreading next month for a couple of reasons. First is that I have a doctor's appointment to see how I'm doing since I had treatment. I hope it goes well. Second is that the Maintenance Man at where I work will be out because of him having major surgery. So I have to take his place while he's gone. I don't know anything about his job.

So I'm feeling that January is going to be pretty good and then next month and beyond, it's going to crash.