HI and welcome to PC
This is a wonderful community full of helpful insightful individuals many of whom I am sure will be able to relate to your on some level or another and be able to offer kind words of wisdom and advice.
Hope you find much comfort and understanding here!
Be Well! and Keep Writing!
-LITW
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"The woods are lovely, dark, and deep
But I have promises to keep
And miles to go before I sleep
And miles to go before I sleep"