I've had this problem for quite some time now with my self esteem/image, but its not the typical self esteem/image. Of course is is bad and can often times leave me feeling like ****. I can often times get and inflated ego. It can often times leave me feeling like i am superior then others, often god like. This can often leave me feeling like **** if my expectations aren't meet, when my friends dont respond to me or ignore me it leaves me angry, cause I'm obviously someone they should want to talk to, right? And when this feeling finally crashes down it can it can leave me feeling like **** and expecting everything to go wrong/everyone to hate me. Obviously my friends hate me if they dont respond and they are definitely talking bad about me behind my back. Or i can just feel apathy about everything. I dont know why i experience these thing, and it makes keeping friends hard when you just want to explode on them.
Does anyone have any advice to combat this?