i've been in busy stores before and felt crowded and started to get all nervous and uncomfortable and feel like i need to run out of the store screaming b/c i just couldn't take people anymore but this today was like wierd different obsessive thoughts were racing through my head and i started to get easily annoyed and agitated. then it was like the fricken dog would not stop whining and crying b.c there were people outside and i lost it and had to shut myself of b/c i literally felt like everything was coming down on me physically i was all tense and couldn't breath normally its like all of this tension inside you that just wells up ughghgh ocd and anxiety together drive me crazy.
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